Recent art

  I repaired a beautiful necklace today that was made by someone else. The person who made it refused to repair it. I always repair the jewelry people buy from me.

My old homemaker the past year quit saying to the company I was gay and a witch. I haven't had sex in 5 years so I think that counts me as non sexual for now. I did have one woman lover in my past when I was 17 so I guess I am a tad bit bisexual but mostly I've been with men.

Am I a witch. I don't think having tarot cards and a crystal ball makes me a witch but I always counted myself as agnostic.

Funny thing is my new homemakers and PCA are a blessing in disguise. They work harder and my house is extremely clean. Plus they are all 3 interesting people.

They are helping me set up a sewing spot in my dining room and helping me sort and cut fabric. Maybe I can get some sewing finished before winter.

I've been writing on my novel Nadines Muse and doing a bunch of poetry.

I got a crush on a guy who is furious with me right now... OUCH!  I'm not good at crushes. He lives to far away to reciprocate anyways but it sure has inspired a lot of writing. Plus he's to young for me. 11 years younger. He wouldn't want an old crone like me. But he sure is fun to hang out with on Wow. When he's not mad at me.

Latest Poem

Gazing deep inside

the euphoric sway

of spiritual grace.

There is an internal dance

that helps release the past.

Peering at today

to plant seeds

of thought

that can harvest

joy into my life.

Releasing

the inner pain

that stunts the inner soul

from growing.

Fierce winds

of human conflict

can make ones

spirit feel fragmented

and near breaking,

but I am resilient

and bend

to the force of the wind

like a wild flower in a field.

Opening my petals

to the light of being.

Forgiveness starts within

to open the path

to forgiveness to our friends.

Last year this time of year I was Isadoran in Runescape until I got bored and started doing other more creative things. This time of year my arthritis is bad and I use games as a way of distracting myself from pain. The past month I have been lost in World of Warcraft. My character Lorilye in Antonidas realm was given a guild by a stranger and I didn't even know I was guild master until the second time I logged in. My guild is boring I can see why he dumped it on me and the name is misspelled. I didn't even normally play in that realm. I was dragonsbard a troll in Thunderhorn. Now my main is the guild master I made when my normal server was down and another dragonsbard in Antonidas. In Thunderhorn I was Horde but my guild in Antonidas is alliance.

The novelty is wearing off and I made this this weekend. Sorry it is blurry I have no camera and the scanner is blurry.