Thursday, 24 September 2009
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Sorting boxes of fabric and repairs
Recent art
I repaired a beautiful necklace today that was made by someone else. The person who made it refused to repair it. I always repair the jewelry people buy from me.
My old homemaker the past year quit saying to the company I was gay and a witch. I haven't had sex in 5 years so I think that counts me as non sexual for now. I did have one woman lover in my past when I was 17 so I guess I am a tad bit bisexual but mostly I've been with men.
Am I a witch. I don't think having tarot cards and a crystal ball makes me a witch but I always counted myself as agnostic.
Funny thing is my new homemakers and PCA are a blessing in disguise. They work harder and my house is extremely clean. Plus they are all 3 interesting people.
They are helping me set up a sewing spot in my dining room and helping me sort and cut fabric. Maybe I can get some sewing finished before winter.
I've been writing on my novel Nadines Muse and doing a bunch of poetry.
I got a crush on a guy who is furious with me right now... OUCH! I'm not good at crushes. He lives to far away to reciprocate anyways but it sure has inspired a lot of writing. Plus he's to young for me. 11 years younger. He wouldn't want an old crone like me. But he sure is fun to hang out with on Wow. When he's not mad at me.
Latest Poem
Gazing deep inside
the euphoric sway
of spiritual grace.
There is an internal dance
that helps release the past.
Peering at today
to plant seeds
of thought
that can harvest
joy into my life.
Releasing
the inner pain
that stunts the inner soul
from growing.
Fierce winds
of human conflict
can make ones
spirit feel fragmented
and near breaking,
but I am resilient
and bend
to the force of the wind
like a wild flower in a field.
Opening my petals
to the light of being.
Forgiveness starts within
to open the path
to forgiveness to our friends.







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